1. |
Cursed
03:01
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Could you give me some space
I can’t give it all away
I’m just wrapped up in the thoughts
Of all the things I’ll never change
And you should know better but you don’t
Have half the power that you did before
And I can’t cope, it’s too uncomfortable
‘Cause you cursed me
You cursed me
So just get out of my way
I’ll never make the same mistakes
That’s at least what I’ll tell myself
Until I fall again
And you should know better but you don’t
Oh, why is it so hard for you to keep self control?
But I can’t be without it, feeds my soul
‘Cause you cursed me
You cursed me, yeah
Just wanna give it a purpose,
Just wanna know that all our time won’t go to waste
No, I wanna feel I’m not so worthless
Ooh ooh
And you should know better, but you don’t
Have half the power that you did before
And I can’t cope, it’s too uncomfortable
‘Cause you cursed me
You cursed me
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2. |
Get It Off My Chest
03:41
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There’s something
That's taking over me
I can't escape it, ooh woah
What is happening?
I, can’t explain why I feel so alone
Or why when you are you here I lose all control
Woah
I shouldn't have come here
I just need to get this off my chest
And I don't belong here
And I can't control what happens next
This is effecting
Disintegrating me
It's like a sickness
There's no saving me
Obligated to act like I know
Exactly how I pull myself from this hole
Oh woah
I shouldn't have come here
I just need to get this off my chest
And I don't belong here
And I can't control what happens next
Shouldn’t have come here (shouldn’t of come)
Shouldn’t have come here (shouldn’t of come)
Shouldn’t have come here (shouldn’t of come)
Shouldn’t have come here
I shouldn't have come here
I just need to get this off my chest
And I don't belong here
And I can't control what happens next
Shouldn't have come here
I just need to get this off my chest
And I don't belong here
And I can't control what happens next
(No)
Shouldn’t have come (come)
Shouldn’t have come (come)
Shouldn’t have come (come)
Shouldn’t have
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3. |
Borderline
03:07
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It’s a tough position
But they don’t know the way that we’re made up
So make your propositions
I’ll try my very best to make it all up again
So say what you want about it
I’m getting used to being out of my mind
I’m on the precipice
But I’m getting used to being borderline
So can you feel the friction
Been leading you astray for far too long
If this is your decision
Then who am I to tell you that you’re wrong, my friend
So say what you want about it
I’m getting used to being out of my mind
I’m on the precipice
But I’m getting used to being borderline
So say what you want about it
I’m getting used to being out of my mind
I’m on the precipice
But I’m getting used to being borderline
Well, I’m borderline
Borderline out of my mind
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4. |
Wither Away
03:29
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I’m gonna show you all my bruises
And you will ask why I act like I do
I must be playing on my weakness
But it’s always been a game for two
So now I got a new belly ache
Don’t know why so I try not to move
I’m losing all my colour and
I’m sick and tired of feeling useless again but
I don’t mind, well don’t smother me
I’ll be fine, so don’t bother
It’s not like I’ll just wither away
Wither
Wither away
So I’ve been lying on my bed here
I wish I dealt with life things like you do
Well go, get out if you wanna just
Make sure to turn the light off on your way through
I don’t mind, well don’t smother me
I’ll be fine, so don’t bother
It’s not like I’ll just wither away
Wither
Wither away
How did I get so damn wasted
Keeps me tipping over the edge
On verge of hell and heaven
But either way I feel a mess
Just wanna run away from all of this
Don’t wanna know if it’s for real
So I’ll pour myself another one
’Til there’s nothing left to feel
I don’t wanna feel now (wither away)
No, I don’t wanna feel now (wither away)
I don’t wanna feel nothing
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel now (wither away)
No, I don’t wanna feel now (wither away)
I don’t wanna feel, no, I don’t wanna, no
Uh!
I don’t mind, well don’t smother me
I’ll be fine, so don’t bother
It’s not like I’ll just wither away
Yeah
I don’t mind, well don’t smother me
I’ll be fine, so don’t bother
It’s not like I’ll just wither away
Wither away
Wither away
Wither away
Wither
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5. |
Gaslight
03:32
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When will I be good enough?
But you would never believe it
Trust in me, darling
I just wanna feel like I’m not
Spiralling under
Is this the way that you behave
When somebody tells you a truth of your own?
Is it a game? It drives me insane
Twist every word and throw it in my face
Throw it in my
I can’t tell which way is up
You gaslight until I believe it
Humour me, darling
I just wanna know that you’ll be
There in the morning
Is this the way that you behave
When somebody tells you a truth of your own?
Is it a game? It drives me insane
Twist every word and throw it in my face
Throw it in my face
I used to lie to myself about you
I know I didn’t trust my intuition
But I was alone, and now I finally know
Who I really am and
No, you can’t bring me down
Is this the way that you behave
When somebody tells you a truth of your own?
Is it a game? It drives me insane
Twist every word and throw it in my face
Oh oh
Throw it in my face
Oh woah
Throw it in my face
Oh woah
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6. |
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Why can't you just let go?
It's like every time I take a step forward
You drag me back five
Why do you hate me so much?
All I ever did was love you
You think that it's my fault?
That there's something wrong with me?
Well maybe you should take a look at yourself
In the mirror
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7. |
Who Are You Waiting For?
03:23
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Maybe I’m just too selfish
Too easily led, too easily spent
With all of my energy wasted on you
What if I’m just too helpless
Too frivolous and disobedient
With all of my love and affection on you
Who? Who?
Who are you waiting for?
This love has faded
I can’t take it
Who are you waiting for now?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone away?
Maybe I have no power
And they’ll never relate to the things that I say
Even with my good intentions, I lose
Maybe I’m just not worth it
Too fucked in the head and better off dead, better off dead
Who are you waiting for?
This love has faded
I can’t take it
Who are you waiting for now?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone?
Has it all gone?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone
Who are you waiting for?
This love has faded
I can’t take it
Who are you waiting for now?
Who are you waiting for?
This love is turning
I’m still burning
Who are you waiting for now?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone away?
Has it all gone?
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8. |
Pedestal
04:07
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Give yourself one more try to get your shit together
‘Cause there ‘aint gonna be no time or tide
No, they won’t wait forever
‘Cause they don’t want me as I am
They would never understand it, no
If I’m above this
Why am I at the bottom now?
They don’t want me as I am
Oh oh
Put me on a pedestal and cover me in glitter
You made me feel just like a fool
I wish you knew me better
Knew me better
‘Cause they don’t want me as I am
They would never understand it, no
If I’m above this
Why am I at the bottom now?
They don’t want me as I am
Oh oh
Oh oh
‘Cause they don’t want me as I am, yeah
They would never understand it, no
If I’m above this
Why am I at the bottom now?
They don’t want me as I am
(Woah oh) They don’t want me, no
(Oh oh) They don’t want me, no
(Oh oh) They don’t want me, no
Yeah oh
(Woah oh) They don’t want me, no
(Oh oh) They don’t want me, no
‘Cause they won’t love me as I am
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9. |
Straight-Laced
03:16
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So I thought I knew you
And I thought you cared
But you don’t, so screw you
‘Cause I don’t really care
So save some face
Don’t let it all get too consequential
Gotta play it safe
Don’t let it all out
So I testified
All your wicked lies as you held them over
Between my thighs, not
Typically the type to take it all so kindly
So save some face
Don’t let it all get too consequential
Gotta play it safe
Don’t let it all out
And so it goes
It’s all too close for comfort
I gotta let you go
So I never knew you
And I realise
It’s just a phase you went through
And I don’t really mind
So save some face
Don’t let it all get too consequential
Gotta play it safe
Don’t let it all out
So save some face
Don’t let it all get too influential
Gotta keep it straight
Don’t let it all out
Don’t let it all out
Just keep it straight-laced
Just like you always
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10. |
Fake It Till You Make It
02:58
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It’s no good
But nothing’s ever as it seems
It’s just blood and
It’ll wash out of your jeans
It’s okay, yeah
Just gotta take it as it comes
We just fake it
Until we make it
Make it up
Just because I don’t talk about it
Doesn’t mean it isn’t there
Yeah
Patch it up and put a plaster on it
And I’ll just pretend that I don’t care
Yeah
Misunderstood
And falling apart at the seams
It’s all good, oh
You’re not alone when you’re with me
It’s okay, yeah
You’re not the mess you’ve gotten in
We just fake it
Don’t wanna let them know a thing
(Let ‘em know a thing)
Just because I don’t talk about it
Doesn’t mean it isn’t there
Yeah
Patch it up and put a plaster on it
And I’ll just pretend that I don’t care
Yeah
Go!
Just because I don’t talk about it
Doesn’t mean it isn’t there
Yeah
Patch it up and put a plaster on it
And I’ll just pretend that I don’t care
Yeah
So run, run away from the pain
‘Cause they will be watching you
As you tear all your layers away
Exposing your vulnerabilities
And to make sure
That you get back the things that you gave
There’s so many things I wanna say
But I won’t sink to your level
No, I’ll never give it away
But don’t push me
It’s a mistake
You don’t want me to break
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11. |
SAD
03:58
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I’m feeling pretty tired
Of all the same shit
I never feel enough in
Oh, in my skin
I wish that I was younger
And knew the things I did
You told me I was famous
I guess I made it
But it’s not your fault
It’s not your fault
You didn’t mean it
Stop making yourself feel so bad
It’s not what you want
You didn’t need this
Stop making yourself feel so sad
I’m feeling pretty wired
But my eyes are red
I tried to dull the pain with
Another feeling
I wish that I was stronger
Within myself
I tried to make better choices then
But then I fell
But it’s not my fault
It’s not my fault
I didn’t mean it
Stop making me feel so bad
It’s not what I want
I didn’t need this
Stop making me feel so sad
Sad, sad, sad
Sad, sad, sad
Well, you say it all means nothing
You say it all will pass
You say it all means nothing
Oh woah
But why am I so sad?
Why am I so?
Why am I so sad?
Why am I so?
Why am I so sad?
Why am I so?
Why am I so sad?
Why?
Yeah yeah
So woah oh oh yeah
(But why am I so sad?)
Oh woah
(Why am I sad?)
Oh yeah
(Why am I sad?)
So
Why?
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12. |
Serotonin
03:38
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I never wanna feel this way
Just wanna make it go away
I'm falling down to pieces
It's probably just a lack of serotonin
In my blood
And it’s breaking
Me up inside
And now it's playing on your conscience
But I can't help but think there's no sense
In me
Tried my best to fill the emptiness
But it won't let me be
I never wanna feel again
I'm looking for a medicine
Gotta find a medium
It's probably just a lack of serotonin
In my brain
And it’s breaking
Me down again
And now it's playing on your conscience
But I can't help but think there's no sense
In me
Tried my best to fill the emptiness
But it won't let me be
Ooh
Let me be
Let me be
Let me be
Let me
And now it's playing on your conscience
But I can't help but think there's no sense
In me
Tried my best to fill the emptiness
But it won't let me be
And now it's playing on your conscience
But I can't help but think there's no sense
In me
Tried my best to fill the emptiness
But it won't let me be
It won't let me be
It won't let me breathe
It won't let me be
Yeah
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13. |
Just Like Me
04:22
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You are too young to be forgotten, oh
And I am just thinking out loud
Wait here and I will see you at the bottom
Cause we are just two sides of the same coin
And it feels almost like impossible to think outside of
What we’ve known and what we’ve learnt
But how can I accept my fate so willing, such a
Mundane and empty way to go
So get rid of all the things that you want but don’t need
‘Cause they will live off the blood that you bleed
They will eat it all away as you feed
You are just like me, just like me, just like me
I am a stranger in the shadows of
Someone else that gets the best of me
Dictated by my cowardice and avoidance, oh
Procrastinating ’til I become the void
And it is crushing every single aspect of us
And the potential
Of what we ought to be
So get rid of all the things that you want but don’t need
‘Cause they will live off the blood that you bleed
They will eat it all away as you feed
You are just like me, just like me, just like me
So get rid of all the things that you want but don’t need
‘Cause they will live off the blood that you bleed
They will eat it all away as you feed
You are just like me, just like me, just like me
You are just like me, just like me, just like me
You are just like me, just like me, just like me
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14. |
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How do I always get myself in such a state?
I don't know where to turn to anymore
I’m better off alone
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15. |
Devil
03:10
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In me, I’ve no
Conscience of my own
Indeed, I know
I am not sorry for
What I confess is that I
Am not wicked
But what lies beneath this?
If you’re the devil that I know
Deceive me
And I will follow you to hell
So lead me
All the way
All the way
Down
Lucifer infusion
Slip into my own
Worst kind of nightmare
Of my own invention
But would I believe it, now?
If you’re the devil that I know
Deceive me
And I will follow you to hell
So lead me
All the way
All the way
Down
Fallen angel gotten
Underneath my skin
Crucifixion of what
Makes you different
Lost all purpose
Now you've taken everything
Self destruction
All your walls come caving in
If you’re the devil that I know
Deceive me
And I will follow you to hell
So lead me
All the way
All the way
Down
If you’re the devil that I know
(If you’re the devil that I know)
All the way
All the way
Down
Down
Down
Down
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16. |
Lungs
02:54
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I don’t know
Why I can’t think
Without you here
I can’t breathe
I have lost
My lungs again, no
Oxygen
I’m out my head, can’t
Breathe without you, can’t
Breathe without you
On my skin
Wafer thin
Just one kiss
Could cut me open
Oh my God, you’ve (oh my God)
Broken in, so (broken in)
Take me out, the (ah ah)
Way I came, can’t
Breathe without you, can’t
Breathe without you, can’t
Be without you, can’t
Breathe, can’t breathe
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Je suis cassé
C’est la vie
I’m still trying
Just stay with me
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Marisa And The Moths Reading, UK
A pretty filthy, filthy pretty grunge influenced Reading-based rock band with a modern edge. Female fronted with soaring vocals and powerful melodies.
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