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What Doesn't Kill You

by Marisa And The Moths

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1.
Cursed 03:01
Could you give me some space I can’t give it all away I’m just wrapped up in the thoughts Of all the things I’ll never change And you should know better but you don’t Have half the power that you did before And I can’t cope, it’s too uncomfortable ‘Cause you cursed me You cursed me So just get out of my way I’ll never make the same mistakes That’s at least what I’ll tell myself Until I fall again And you should know better but you don’t Oh, why is it so hard for you to keep self control? But I can’t be without it, feeds my soul ‘Cause you cursed me You cursed me, yeah Just wanna give it a purpose, Just wanna know that all our time won’t go to waste No, I wanna feel I’m not so worthless Ooh ooh And you should know better, but you don’t Have half the power that you did before And I can’t cope, it’s too uncomfortable ‘Cause you cursed me You cursed me
2.
There’s something That's taking over me I can't escape it, ooh woah What is happening? I, can’t explain why I feel so alone Or why when you are you here I lose all control Woah I shouldn't have come here I just need to get this off my chest And I don't belong here And I can't control what happens next This is effecting Disintegrating me It's like a sickness There's no saving me Obligated to act like I know Exactly how I pull myself from this hole Oh woah I shouldn't have come here I just need to get this off my chest And I don't belong here And I can't control what happens next Shouldn’t have come here (shouldn’t of come) Shouldn’t have come here (shouldn’t of come) Shouldn’t have come here (shouldn’t of come) Shouldn’t have come here I shouldn't have come here I just need to get this off my chest And I don't belong here And I can't control what happens next Shouldn't have come here I just need to get this off my chest And I don't belong here And I can't control what happens next (No) Shouldn’t have come (come) Shouldn’t have come (come) Shouldn’t have come (come) Shouldn’t have
3.
Borderline 03:07
It’s a tough position But they don’t know the way that we’re made up So make your propositions I’ll try my very best to make it all up again So say what you want about it I’m getting used to being out of my mind I’m on the precipice But I’m getting used to being borderline So can you feel the friction Been leading you astray for far too long If this is your decision Then who am I to tell you that you’re wrong, my friend So say what you want about it I’m getting used to being out of my mind I’m on the precipice But I’m getting used to being borderline So say what you want about it I’m getting used to being out of my mind I’m on the precipice But I’m getting used to being borderline Well, I’m borderline Borderline out of my mind
4.
Wither Away 03:29
I’m gonna show you all my bruises And you will ask why I act like I do I must be playing on my weakness But it’s always been a game for two So now I got a new belly ache Don’t know why so I try not to move I’m losing all my colour and I’m sick and tired of feeling useless again but I don’t mind, well don’t smother me I’ll be fine, so don’t bother It’s not like I’ll just wither away Wither Wither away So I’ve been lying on my bed here I wish I dealt with life things like you do Well go, get out if you wanna just Make sure to turn the light off on your way through I don’t mind, well don’t smother me I’ll be fine, so don’t bother It’s not like I’ll just wither away Wither Wither away How did I get so damn wasted Keeps me tipping over the edge On verge of hell and heaven But either way I feel a mess Just wanna run away from all of this Don’t wanna know if it’s for real So I’ll pour myself another one ’Til there’s nothing left to feel I don’t wanna feel now (wither away) No, I don’t wanna feel now (wither away) I don’t wanna feel nothing ‘Cause I don’t wanna feel now (wither away) No, I don’t wanna feel now (wither away) I don’t wanna feel, no, I don’t wanna, no Uh! I don’t mind, well don’t smother me I’ll be fine, so don’t bother It’s not like I’ll just wither away Yeah I don’t mind, well don’t smother me I’ll be fine, so don’t bother It’s not like I’ll just wither away Wither away Wither away Wither away Wither
5.
Gaslight 03:32
When will I be good enough? But you would never believe it Trust in me, darling I just wanna feel like I’m not Spiralling under Is this the way that you behave When somebody tells you a truth of your own? Is it a game? It drives me insane Twist every word and throw it in my face Throw it in my I can’t tell which way is up You gaslight until I believe it Humour me, darling I just wanna know that you’ll be There in the morning Is this the way that you behave When somebody tells you a truth of your own? Is it a game? It drives me insane Twist every word and throw it in my face Throw it in my face I used to lie to myself about you I know I didn’t trust my intuition But I was alone, and now I finally know Who I really am and No, you can’t bring me down Is this the way that you behave When somebody tells you a truth of your own? Is it a game? It drives me insane Twist every word and throw it in my face Oh oh Throw it in my face Oh woah Throw it in my face Oh woah
6.
Why can't you just let go? It's like every time I take a step forward You drag me back five Why do you hate me so much? All I ever did was love you You think that it's my fault? That there's something wrong with me? Well maybe you should take a look at yourself In the mirror
7.
Maybe I’m just too selfish Too easily led, too easily spent With all of my energy wasted on you What if I’m just too helpless Too frivolous and disobedient With all of my love and affection on you Who? Who? Who are you waiting for? This love has faded I can’t take it Who are you waiting for now? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone away? Maybe I have no power And they’ll never relate to the things that I say Even with my good intentions, I lose Maybe I’m just not worth it Too fucked in the head and better off dead, better off dead Who are you waiting for? This love has faded I can’t take it Who are you waiting for now? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone? Has it all gone? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone Who are you waiting for? This love has faded I can’t take it Who are you waiting for now? Who are you waiting for? This love is turning I’m still burning Who are you waiting for now? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone away? Has it all gone?
8.
Pedestal 04:07
Give yourself one more try to get your shit together ‘Cause there ‘aint gonna be no time or tide No, they won’t wait forever ‘Cause they don’t want me as I am They would never understand it, no If I’m above this Why am I at the bottom now? They don’t want me as I am Oh oh Put me on a pedestal and cover me in glitter You made me feel just like a fool I wish you knew me better Knew me better ‘Cause they don’t want me as I am They would never understand it, no If I’m above this Why am I at the bottom now? They don’t want me as I am Oh oh Oh oh ‘Cause they don’t want me as I am, yeah They would never understand it, no If I’m above this Why am I at the bottom now? They don’t want me as I am (Woah oh) They don’t want me, no (Oh oh) They don’t want me, no (Oh oh) They don’t want me, no Yeah oh (Woah oh) They don’t want me, no (Oh oh) They don’t want me, no ‘Cause they won’t love me as I am
9.
So I thought I knew you And I thought you cared But you don’t, so screw you ‘Cause I don’t really care So save some face Don’t let it all get too consequential Gotta play it safe Don’t let it all out So I testified All your wicked lies as you held them over Between my thighs, not Typically the type to take it all so kindly So save some face Don’t let it all get too consequential Gotta play it safe Don’t let it all out And so it goes It’s all too close for comfort I gotta let you go So I never knew you And I realise It’s just a phase you went through And I don’t really mind So save some face Don’t let it all get too consequential Gotta play it safe Don’t let it all out So save some face Don’t let it all get too influential Gotta keep it straight Don’t let it all out Don’t let it all out Just keep it straight-laced Just like you always
10.
It’s no good But nothing’s ever as it seems It’s just blood and It’ll wash out of your jeans It’s okay, yeah Just gotta take it as it comes We just fake it Until we make it Make it up Just because I don’t talk about it Doesn’t mean it isn’t there Yeah Patch it up and put a plaster on it And I’ll just pretend that I don’t care Yeah Misunderstood And falling apart at the seams It’s all good, oh You’re not alone when you’re with me It’s okay, yeah You’re not the mess you’ve gotten in We just fake it Don’t wanna let them know a thing (Let ‘em know a thing) Just because I don’t talk about it Doesn’t mean it isn’t there Yeah Patch it up and put a plaster on it And I’ll just pretend that I don’t care Yeah Go! Just because I don’t talk about it Doesn’t mean it isn’t there Yeah Patch it up and put a plaster on it And I’ll just pretend that I don’t care Yeah So run, run away from the pain ‘Cause they will be watching you As you tear all your layers away Exposing your vulnerabilities And to make sure That you get back the things that you gave There’s so many things I wanna say But I won’t sink to your level No, I’ll never give it away But don’t push me It’s a mistake You don’t want me to break
11.
SAD 03:58
I’m feeling pretty tired Of all the same shit I never feel enough in Oh, in my skin I wish that I was younger And knew the things I did You told me I was famous I guess I made it But it’s not your fault It’s not your fault You didn’t mean it Stop making yourself feel so bad It’s not what you want You didn’t need this Stop making yourself feel so sad I’m feeling pretty wired But my eyes are red I tried to dull the pain with Another feeling I wish that I was stronger Within myself I tried to make better choices then But then I fell But it’s not my fault It’s not my fault I didn’t mean it Stop making me feel so bad It’s not what I want I didn’t need this Stop making me feel so sad Sad, sad, sad Sad, sad, sad Well, you say it all means nothing You say it all will pass You say it all means nothing Oh woah But why am I so sad? Why am I so? Why am I so sad? Why am I so? Why am I so sad? Why am I so? Why am I so sad? Why? Yeah yeah So woah oh oh yeah (But why am I so sad?) Oh woah (Why am I sad?) Oh yeah (Why am I sad?) So Why?
12.
Serotonin 03:38
I never wanna feel this way Just wanna make it go away I'm falling down to pieces It's probably just a lack of serotonin In my blood And it’s breaking Me up inside And now it's playing on your conscience But I can't help but think there's no sense In me Tried my best to fill the emptiness But it won't let me be I never wanna feel again I'm looking for a medicine Gotta find a medium It's probably just a lack of serotonin In my brain And it’s breaking Me down again And now it's playing on your conscience But I can't help but think there's no sense In me Tried my best to fill the emptiness But it won't let me be Ooh Let me be Let me be Let me be Let me And now it's playing on your conscience But I can't help but think there's no sense In me Tried my best to fill the emptiness But it won't let me be And now it's playing on your conscience But I can't help but think there's no sense In me Tried my best to fill the emptiness But it won't let me be It won't let me be It won't let me breathe It won't let me be Yeah
13.
Just Like Me 04:22
You are too young to be forgotten, oh And I am just thinking out loud Wait here and I will see you at the bottom Cause we are just two sides of the same coin And it feels almost like impossible to think outside of What we’ve known and what we’ve learnt But how can I accept my fate so willing, such a Mundane and empty way to go So get rid of all the things that you want but don’t need ‘Cause they will live off the blood that you bleed They will eat it all away as you feed You are just like me, just like me, just like me I am a stranger in the shadows of Someone else that gets the best of me Dictated by my cowardice and avoidance, oh Procrastinating ’til I become the void And it is crushing every single aspect of us And the potential Of what we ought to be So get rid of all the things that you want but don’t need ‘Cause they will live off the blood that you bleed They will eat it all away as you feed You are just like me, just like me, just like me So get rid of all the things that you want but don’t need ‘Cause they will live off the blood that you bleed They will eat it all away as you feed You are just like me, just like me, just like me You are just like me, just like me, just like me You are just like me, just like me, just like me
14.
How do I always get myself in such a state? I don't know where to turn to anymore I’m better off alone
15.
Devil 03:10
In me, I’ve no Conscience of my own Indeed, I know I am not sorry for What I confess is that I Am not wicked But what lies beneath this? If you’re the devil that I know Deceive me And I will follow you to hell So lead me All the way All the way Down Lucifer infusion Slip into my own Worst kind of nightmare Of my own invention But would I believe it, now? If you’re the devil that I know Deceive me And I will follow you to hell So lead me All the way All the way Down Fallen angel gotten Underneath my skin Crucifixion of what Makes you different Lost all purpose Now you've taken everything Self destruction All your walls come caving in If you’re the devil that I know Deceive me And I will follow you to hell So lead me All the way All the way Down If you’re the devil that I know (If you’re the devil that I know) All the way All the way Down Down Down Down
16.
Lungs 02:54
I don’t know Why I can’t think Without you here I can’t breathe I have lost My lungs again, no Oxygen I’m out my head, can’t Breathe without you, can’t Breathe without you On my skin Wafer thin Just one kiss Could cut me open Oh my God, you’ve (oh my God) Broken in, so (broken in) Take me out, the (ah ah) Way I came, can’t Breathe without you, can’t Breathe without you, can’t Be without you, can’t Breathe, can’t breathe Ah ah ah Ah ah ah Ah ah ah Ah ah ah Ah ah ah Ah ah ah Je suis cassé C’est la vie I’m still trying Just stay with me

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Album 2 Pre-Order: "What Doesn't Kill You" by Marisa And The Moths - Out 3rd May 2023.

CD includes 16 original tracks (and 4 additional tracks on the vinyl, taken from the recently released "Damned If I Do" EP).

Standard CD and Vinyl available here on our BandCamp - additional pictures, options for signing, additional vinyl colour options and bundles available at: marisaandthemoths.myshopify.com

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Thanks for all your support! Love MATM x

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A pretty filthy, filthy pretty grunge influenced Reading-based rock band with a modern edge. Female fronted with soaring vocals and powerful melodies.

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